Thursday, December 6, 2007
i would do anything for you.
is loving someone supposed to feel like that?
so afraid of losing them,
pondering over if you have made the right choice to entrust them with your heart,
fearing they will cease to love you,
wondering if they think of you as much as you think of them,
is this how it is supposed to feel like? someone enlighten me please.
note to self and readers: i'm not trying to be as emo as leon fu, *recalls his composition.
it's just that all these 4 thoughts are bursting right through me every single moment, running through every fiber of my body, pounding my heart non-stop.
oh no.
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the retail therapy worked out better than expected, because it was supposed to be 'all-about-sean' day, (HAHA! :), but i managed to get things that i needed for myself.
15% off beatlebug products if you're a student!
the day spent walking along orchard road was splendid, good company and good weather too. stopped to refuel every now and then.
went on sean's bag hunt, and we'll be finally getting it on friday. LOL.
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your message went: 'i'm at river island, 2nd floor'.
i searched everywhere for you, the whole mall, asked for directions but just couldnt find the shop.
i texted you back: 'i will find you, trust me'.
i called for more directions, you thought i was about to give up the search.
i texted you back: 'i dont give up, not that easily. i wont give up on you. i promise.'
what a big promise to make, i told myself. but i've already taken the plunge. i already did.
it finally occured to me that you might not be in the same mall as i was, silly me.
i ran with all my might to you.
it's you, i know it's you. and sorry for being mushy. haha.
pick me, choose me, love me,
deon.
Under the tree@
{2:33 AM.
