Tuesday, July 8, 2008
and then i cried.
the inertia to get to school was actually so overpowering today that i figured the only way to get to school was via a cab.
lots of free periods today, with maths and business lessons out of the way, i had a relatively easy 'off-day'.
it finally feels so right so not have any more SL2 periods which means i get to leave school at 4 latest like everyone else.
i get to eat trashy food because it was a crappy day.
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the emotions and frustration got so overwhelming that when YOU called, i just felt like jumping straight into your embrace and just let everything else slip away.
all i want, is to receive your smses like YOU used to send me throughout the day. they kept me going, kept me smiling, kept me thinking of YOU.
YOU're turning this rational being into someone irrational,
someone who takes the plunge with his feelings,
someone who spends the day wondering if YOU love him as much he loves YOU,
someone whose world would collapse if YOU ever left him.
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let study group take my mind off all those nasty sad thoughts.
its the final leg of the race, and i've gotta finish it properly.
do it once, do it right,
deon.
Under the tree@
{6:01 AM.
